fool’s paradise
I've come to the realization that the majority of the "people" I know in real life either have a strong dislike for me or dare I say, they "hate" me [on the outside looking in and even on the inside looking out it was difficult for me to fathom] but as a recent turn of events in addition to the many happenings in the Cosmos with Retrogrades, the various illusions Saturn is having fun with, and everything else I have been unable to calculate. I am sad today, I don't write when I am sad; the exception for today is the fact I have my last paper due in my Psychology— Personal and Social Awareness course. I literally have no one to talk to; well, Rocko, but I need to talk out loud and not be as so many believe I am already— crazy — the number of times I've been called terrible names [to my face and I am sure worse behind my back] I am a bit weary. I think the most disheartening part about it is: after all I've been through, most of which I've on...